Been feeling a bit off lately
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10:04 pm
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My K-Wire, Let me Show you,
( Not for the squeamish )
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12:11 pm
[Link] | I would just like to say I love this Icon.
that is all
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10:29 pm
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stencil
I got bored, and did my first stencil,
Not my best work But I like it.
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08:06 am
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...go marching 2 by 2 harah, harah!..
My going away gathering at katipo was great, everyone came in a flood and all left suddenly, I was suprised at who came and more importantly who didnt come.
so, well now im in australia, its well.......Hot,
26,28, 36 degrees most days, I had problems with weightcoming over so I am down my computer, my jewlery and most of my clothes, so it has made life quite interesting,
Christmas was interesting, We had Abbys family down to stay and our little 2 beedroom flat had seated 8 for xmas dinner,
job hunting is a little hard this time of year, I have sent my CV off to many places but have heard diddly squat back.
staying at home all day doing nothing makes me greatly depressed, and knowing my girlfriend is not going to be for for quite some time makes it even worse,
I just need to find a job and I know I will feel a whole heap better.
it still hasnt sunken in that I now live in this strange place where Dairys are milk bars, vivids are texters and drinks cost "five dollers FEEFTEY".
have meet a few people who I wonder round town with, but I havent had much of a chance to go out and see the night life.
even though I sound quite low because I am wrtiting this in a down mood, I dont regret moving here, but you could say im a little home sick, for my friends, and my girlfriend.
Current Mood: depressed
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10:14 pm
[Link] | Today I drew a kitty
That is all
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06:25 pm
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mmm eye flavoured.
Things to note about last night.
Never expect goths to arrive before 9pm
Brad Underwear has Bones on them.
Haley Wears no underwear.
you can fit more than 25 goths into my lounge.
one jelly shot can cover the entire kitchen floor.
its strange how things turn up just in time.
Julia left with a cow
Sarah left with a hedgehog.
Rebeccas boobs can hold a cup.
Boys touched each other,
girls touched each other,
Circile of deah should not be called circle of life
Nudie cards with no "bits" are lame
Angels Coat was OTT
Haley cant keep track of her bag.
good time was had by most
Thanks to all who came last night,Photos will be up later.
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10:37 pm
[Link] | Remember
Saturday
4:30
Bring in all you r old clothes to swap with everyone else,
then after that the auction to get rid of all my stuff then my soul (bring your loose change)
Then Drinkingness at 8:00
WIll provide free drink and pizza!
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12:43 pm
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hehehehehehe
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12:00 am
[Link] | So both my flatemates want to move out earlier so SHIT
Things I still need to sell
Fridge $280
Freezer $150
coffee table $20
small desk $30
Queen sized Bed (with sheets, underlay, duvet and pillows) $380
Chairs x3 $7 each
Aiwa Preamp $30
1,2ghz 256MB, 40gb, 15" computer $250
I also have a couch, a large desk, a shelf and set of draws that are all not really work asking money for, they are free to anyone who is willing to pick them up.
but I will need to know ASAP,
And all other people who have baggsed or are interested in my other furnature need to organise with me by sunday to when they want to see the furnature or pickup the item.
this is the new dates!
November 11th my clothes swap and flatwarming
November 19th leave the flat
December 15th I leave at some god forsaken hour of the morning.
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07:31 am
[Link] | I hate flats,
I hate flatmates
I hate moving
I might have to to move from my flat a week ealier because Of stupid flatmates,
one of them owes me over $400, and I dont think he can pay me in time
Fuck shit fuck
anyway, that means all my dates are now fucked up, and I will have to re organise them tonight
this has been an angst wridden post.
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08:56 pm
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stuff
From top left
Tall stack book shelf $20
Wardrobe $80
Fridge freezer $250
Freezer $150
Coffee Table $15
Draws $30
sidetable $50
glass table $15
book shelve $20
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05:33 pm
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All must go.
Still to sell
Fog machine $50
Fridge freezer $250
Freezer $150
Draws $30
Wardrobe $80
Chairs x 3 $10 each
book shelves x 2 $20 each
book shelf $5
Tall stack book shelf $20
Mini Desk $40
Coffee Table !$15
Mini Pre Amp $30
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02:31 pm
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Time to make Plans, and plan to make time
things packed in boxes, this is suddenly hit home,
I am leaving.
And the final date is the 15th of december, so Im going to be spending christmas away from my girlfriend and my mother.
here are the dates
Nov 10th, getting rid of most of my main Funiture, if anyone wants a
fridge/freezer $300
freezer $120
Bed/matress $250
Wardrobe $80
clothes draws $30
Microwave (old), $5
Washing machine (needs a little repairing) $150
dvd 5.1 Sound system, $200
Book shelf, $20
falling apart bookshelf $5
Chairs x 3 $10 each
falling appart couch $5
old clothes draws (yellow) $5
Vacume cleaner $50
Stack book shelf $20
computer (1.2ghz, 40gb HDD, 256MB DDR ram, 15" screen) $offers
Contact me and I will see what I can do.
Nov 17th, Clothes swap, and getting rid of all my gothy nicknacks, then going away party that night.
Nov 25th I move out of my flat and in with my mum.
Dec 15th. leave for Aussie.
Current Mood: nostalgic
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07:33 am
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Who is the boy on the leash? does he wash dishes?
He looks like Pete Murphy to me
Oh yeah he wishes
I know he’s appropriatly frail
But I bet he can’t afford to bring you to Nine Inch Nails
I’ve got two tickets
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Simple things make me smile,
my life is so up in the air, no time for anything,
not even me
I have started packing already.
Current Mood: groggy
Current Music: Nine inch nails - Heresy
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08:30 pm
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Not worth reading, mopy shit.
It was hard, I love my grampa, for those of you who dont know My father buggered off when I was born and left my very poor solo mum to raise me and my brother, my grandfather was I guess my only male role model growing up.
I see im confused in his frail body, he cant say more than 5 words at a time and cand do anything more than change the channel. I have never had anyone close to me die before, and the thought that I probably wont be around to see him again before he does die rips me open.
I know Im not special everyone here has gone through (or will go through) the same thing, but it is had,
hes the only elder male in my family that been an abusive prick, my father beat my mother, his father beat him so badly that it gave him brain damage.
I love him.
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06:56 am
[Link] | Im off to coromandel to see my dying grandfather,
I wont be back till monday.
Current Music: Carfax Abbey - The Healing
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10:28 pm
[Link] | when there is overwelming emotion my body switches off,
nothing for noone
is relief,there is hurt at.
thoughts of looseing you,
Just now I will float
In stupers of apathy,
Fearing agony.
tears will flow later.
writing in haiku doesnt make the pain any better
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04:40 am
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Your Lies taste like toffee.
I hate being sick, Im not sure what it is, but again I am bed ridden, and wide awake, its 4:30 in the morning and I have oficcialy had 30 mins sleep.
every part of me hurts, my head, my back my eyes and my thumbs,
I feel bad for missing Duncans brithday and REALLY wanted to be there, but all I want to do at the moment is throw up.
I dont know if it was the sickness or just me but I got uber paranoid when g/f didnt resopond to her txt's all night and I was convincing myself that something had happened to her, it turns out that she was just out of cell range.
sorry I got all meh.
I cant sleep
I cant sellp
i cant slep
I ant spp
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Ic slc
Sle
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Current Mood: awake
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07:27 am
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But in other news star wars was ok.
So I went to the doctor to have a check up since I was sick for 4 or so days, and what I thought was a regular checkup turned to horror when my doctor stated that I may have somthing very serious, (and followed it up with "dont worry its a 50/50 chance) I spent the next 6 days waiting for test results to come back, most of the time in tears in my room and trying not to throw up.
I just got the results back yesterday and they came back negative, thank god,
I want to thank Rebecca who was there for me the whole ordeal,
I do apolygise to everyone I was suposed to meet and do things with but I hope you understand that it was not a good time for me.
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11:56 pm
[Link] | Well I found out about some of the rumours that have been going around about me,
and I found out who has been spreadings/helping spread them,
someone who I thought was my friend
It seems that people believe them, strange since noone has even confrounted me about any of them.
as what I would do if I head something like this about one of my friends.
you know what, I was likeing my life a the moment too,
if you dont like me stay the hell out of my life.
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